我是适合午夜的。接近2am的我是精神的。

今天开了音乐来陪伴在周末工作的我。Speaker隔在房里可能有半年没用了吧。1ting.com的streaming很好。这一晚都在听HOCC的歌。我想她是继王菲之后我另外一个很欣赏的女歌手。忠于自我风格，自创音乐。她和王菲不同的可能是电脑方面的知识吧。王菲自认是电脑白痴。HOCC是天天上Facebook和知道什么是Google Wave！hahaha…

周末除了星期六的小小外出以外，其余的时间都在工作上。排斥感已经减退了。现在只想赶快把手上的东西都clear完，恢复我9 to 6的工作程序。我很珍惜自己的私人空间。最近的我思考了很多，看开了很多，看淡了很多，放下了很多。如释重负吧。我需要坚持我这份难得的看开，因为只有这样，我才能达到我要的东西。

今年在我身边所发生的东西很多。总的来说，好像看了一部TVB的大制作。放下悲伤才能让自己前进。看淡后果才能活得豁达。

我坚信明天会更好这句话。只要不放弃自己，这世上没有什么能阻止你的前进步伐。

It was an impromptu call from Selwyn. Lasted not too long…almost an hour but I felt happy talking to him. He called to find out my latest…about work, life etc. I shared with him some of my plans.

We ended the conversation by playing and singing songs! something we used to do during JC and Uni times!!! I enjoyed the last few minutes of our chat a lot. It rekindled lots of good memories. I felt very relaxed suddenly by just singing song I like and he singing new song he heard.

Thank you my friend for the short but good catch up. Don’t forget you still owe me a coffee! haha…

Having a weak stomach since Saturday night. Took MC on Monday and back to work today. Stomach is still feeling funny. No more diarrhea but my stools are greenish. No more punching feeling but it hurts once a while. Been on a soup and less oil diet…which makes me feel healthy.

Arranging for my 1st voluntary health check up with raffles hospital (the last one was when I was going to NUS). need a 8hour fasting..so seeing which day I take 1/2 day leave to go.

Only QX knew I went NUH on Saturday night for treatment. She said “so serious ar” then i said “shh…dun tell mum” ok la…hope I dun get hungry so fast today…lots of work to clear before dinner time