Some negative aura is in me. Cannot explain. Are people around me changing or is it me who has changed. I cannot tell. When i realized I wanna talk to someone and felt no one is a good candidate, that means it left just myself to expel the negative thoughts.
Wanna write something before going to bed. Is my 6th month in XM but I felt I’m in here longer than that. Probably I’ve messed around too much with my projects and people around. I like my work and who I work with. In general, despite the late nights, I’ve been pretty happy so far.
Bei joins me in XM last Monday. It didn’t feel too wierd as I thought it would. We are in same dept yet different projects. Is good. We are in the same space yet excel in different areas. I can see that she’s enjoying so far. We love to take on responsibility and take pride in what we do. I believe she will do well.
Gotta sleep. Hope I’ll be more productive at work tomorrow
We’re into may of 2010. I have this pride feel in me today when I look back at some trails of life. I am dare to say I’m proud to possess a few things in life.
1. My family
Nobody is perfect. I have moments that I have arguments with them as well but I’m still proud to have BMW by my side. A brother who still calls me jiejie when he’s one year away from 30. A god sis who is more naggy than my own mum. My mum who never fails to amaze me and my friends with her cooking. My dad socialising skills tt got him cheap market grocery and free delivery and dear Shiro who become he famous dog in Klang lane and was invited to perform on our first neighbourhood dog show.
2. My best mates
I’m won’t be stingy with praises for them and thru out hess years, they prove themselves why I can be proud to have them. Getting me best deals for beauty stuff, bringing me for facial and good haircut, shopping consultant and someone just proved herself lately that she is such an impressive gem to people I work with. I dare to say I’m proud to call you my friends. It is because of u guys that made me a wholesome self.
3. Myself
Someone always tells me to love myself. Yes, that is quite important. I also believe in self realisation. U need to constantly realize what you are good and not good at to strike a wholesome balance. I was never a charismatic being from young. A ‘scarred’ memory I had was being sabo by classmates in pri3 to be class leader but in the end, I only got 1 vote casted and that was from the teacher herself. I was then being jeered at. I worked hard when I grew up and realizes that the way to win he hearts of people is also to show that you got the 料. that works for me all these while. Bosses who appreciates me, clients who respects me, etc I’m proud of who I am
Looking forward to the rest of 2010 as I’m sure more exciting stuff are coming my way soon 
Deng and Gina were having their usual online chats. Gina was in Boston doing her studies in CS while Deng was in Singapore finishing her final modules in NUS. A sudden thought by one of the party was voiced out, "Why not we get our own domain name?" As random as it could get, the thought intensified and a name was given to our private cyber space. We called it: ANIGNED.
Can't decipher Anigned? Try writing it from right to left. Yup, you should get it. It will be spelt as dengina. A common 'G' that links deng and Gina. But the conventional left-to-right spelling didn't look cool and sounded weird. So the wacky Gina suggested the reverse spelling.
Boy, you're still reading our origin? ok then, I shall go on….
Thus, Deng registered for anigned.org and got the hosting set up.
We got our personalised email addy and set up a few for our dearest friends and family. Gina was enthusiastic and set up her online presence at na.anigned.org. Ironically, Deng, being the website enthusiast was so busy with whatever she had to and deng.anigned.org remains "Under Construction". Deng hopes to put up stuff on it very soon. She has a tonne of "TO-DO LIST" 
Finally, deng sets her footstep right to launch anigned.org on 23 August 2006, in commeration of Gina's 27th Birthday as well anigned.org will remain as a cyber space for the anigned to shout like no-body business and for anigneders (our friends) to have a good involvement in all our updates. Stay tune folks!